Written Release.

Im weeping inside
because a part of me has died
and your the criminal
behind the crime
they say wounds heal
with time
but i'm the one sitting here
asking
how long?
..will it take?
I'm bruised from the battle
of trying to correct your mistakes
oh what a mess up you were
such a shame how you
compared me to her
everthing we had was a blur
to you... that is
cause i can still
picture myself having your kids
oh the things we did
and the words you said
at this point
i just want the thought of you
erased from my head
so i can have freedom
and peace of mind
im sure ill be fine
no blood on my hands
cause YOU were the criminal behind the crime.

-Etta Marie-

SERIOUSNESS

so im gonna be 19 before you know it...and im dealing with a new transition in my life where im definitely gonna be moving to tx and im gonna be making new friends and its crazy to think that after the longest i might be finding a new relationship. one that i actualy am enjoying so much that i dont want to tell people about it. i want to keep it sacred. but anyways im transitioning into making house of ladylovebomb more of an online diary. and with that being said. today ive decided to stop letting other people or our society in general telling me the definition of beauty. im defining my beauty on my own. ive waisted some of my early teenage years being sincerely sad because i wasn't born with good hair or pretty green eyes...im honestly tired of not being happy with myself. ive come a long way and of course i look in the mirror and think im a good looking girl. but my job here isnt done. im definitely taking it to another level. im stepping up my fashion with stuff I WANT to wear. regardless of what others say. including mom and dad. i plan on my next trip to the hairdresser being a great one cause im gonna let loose and do my hair the way i want. im done with having to tone it down because of others. im want to go lady gaga crazy and be a free spirit with everything. as i grow i want to grow into a fun loving ARTIST. and with be a ARTIST (which is a title i hold so dear to my heart) that means I CANT BE AFRAID OF MY IMAGINATION. im ready to KEEP GOING with this journey of releasing the REAL ME. <3

xoxoxoxo

Etta Marie

So new ideas.

im gonna start posting about my poetry and my thoughts on life... ive been told i have a beautiful mind. so to whoever keeps up with me...get ready to learn more about the way i think.