so seriously ive been thinking that somethings gotta give in my life. where if im going to be a TRUE artist and TRULY INSPIRE i have to find a way to not fall into the deep sand and be choked by society. i honestly dont really believe in getting a perm to straighten my hair. for the most part. like i understand it makes it more managable and stuff but despite how gorgeous i may look afterwards i feel extremely stupid cause i feel like a sell out. i dont want to look in the mirror and see nappy hair and feel ugly or a "hot mess" but i dont want to look in the mirror and see straight hair that i put chemicals in my head to get like that ...its really something im struggling with. like i dont even really know my hairs natural texture but whatever its life...but to top everything off i stayed in the stupid hairdresser for five whole hours...pure bs. im tired of it. i really am. PICTURED..BEFORE, DURRING AND AFTER.
